ahiman

Ok you know how you wanted to get some change but nothing negative when you died? well here it is. You become a patitioner (RE: manual of the planes) and so you are too weak to do anything but wait untill you are distroyed (or reconected with the energy type of your alinment so that there is a punishment and reward at the end even if there is no gods per se) and brought back in the form of magical (psionic, infusion, pact or true name[1]) energy.

Just an idea if you still have nothing.

[1] D&D is a system by which all of these are in the same. So I did not mean to imply that they are difrent from one another in any significant way(saving throws, est.).

My flying mount is now a mage bread half-celestial axiomatic heavy warhorse. Just saying nik.

Just as Faolchú brought Anaris to Eldanesh so do we bring warriors to the front.

I may be in seattle at 6 rather then 10.

Worst day ever already. I am so sick.my every thing is sore and runny I tremble with nothign all the time. I am exausted and I just got up. I didn't rest during htat sleep and now I feel like I could sleep some more but I can't.

damn

TOMOMI WANTS ODAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that is what she wants.....

I know it,in my pants.

This weekend was cool and tiring. So After all we gaimed. It was good but I felt bad about nik being sick and not looking like he was even there much less happy about it. So I drove 250 miles in seattle that weekend and it was alot. That is why I slept for 10 hours in tomomis room and didn't even brush my teath.

But anyway I got 24 peaces of biscoti from itally this weekend and I also got some fruit and food to take home. Here. whatever. the point being that I am now hungry but I have class in 12 min. Nik I think that we should do some work on your CS and we could run a game to see how everything is working out with it. I want to DM in 1 more campain but I also want to play in a good one too.

Tomomi cleaned my room and now it is nice to live in. I am thinking of killing my roomies but I need them to clean first.

Oh I had a dream in seattle. It made me happy, and scarred. So max, nik, alek, my dad and I where on a little wooden palet(like with the food and what not) and it was on niks parents house but it was on lake washington and it was not the same. We where about 2ft from the shore but we couldn't get to it. THen there was fox and its 2 babies and we all thought they were cute and the mom did not trust us. Then there was a family of hedge hogs (a mom a dad and 3 babies) The mom and dad where about 4 inches log and the babies where like 2. They hated us so they did that cat arched back thing but that was so cute. Then nik and alek showed me the new house. It had gardens and stuff in doors. Then niks dad was practising with his katanas and wereing a kimono and he had a short heir cut like in animes. He was doing crazy stuffs then alek went to do it too but he sucked and I was scarred. The end

Oh and emma can drop it low well. (no offence emma)

P.S. Tomomi needs to learn that skill.

nik and alek, can you not look at heros of horror. I want to do some stuff that will only work if no one else has seen it. Thanks.

so today in "current ethical issues" the profecor posed the question "does human life have value and why?" I took up the "it doesn't" side and fought the whole rest of the class. I won. I would just say "why is ____ better then not ____" and they could never give me an answer.

Yeah, umm I will be back this weekend but I can not do things with ya'll. Next weekend maybe we can game or whatever.

hey all. Here is the thing I want to game again with all of you but we can't on sunday or saturday. So how does friday after max gets out of art sound? we can do that for a few. Anyway all I know is what happens next so you need to be there. Nik that means you. Thanks

sorry every one for not seeing you or gaming after tomomi got back. I wanted to but there was so much to do and so little time. any way I will be back for the next 3 weekends. so see ya then.

so remember serenity? Ya I thought so remember the fruity oaty bar? http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=2409249965471634315&q=fruity
Ya. I want those sooooo bad. I would kill the world to have one.

Indeed I also watch the hebrew hammer today and it was... odd. Anyway I need to finish more work and quest for the fruity oaty bar.

So I have been reading the D&D dice freaks set up for Hell and it is cool. These people know what they are doing and do it well. The book is even well formated and everything. The only thing I want from them is pictures of the dukes and lords and arch-devils. They sound so cool that I just want to see them. Anyway it is cool and a fun read. http://dicefreaks.com/phpBB2/viewtopic.php?t=88

so I was doing some reaserch for my paper on the metaphysics of morals and I found this. http://www.uwgb.edu/DutchS/PSEUDOSC/BigMiscon.HTM Honestly I thought it was a good read. But on another note I am tierd and I just want to sleep for 4 days then go and have some fun in seattle. I just can't focus and I don't have any will power. pawaaa.

Good luck with what not people

10 states you've been to:
1. Washington
2. Oregon
3. California
4. Resife
5. Parana
6. Idaho
7. Santa Catarina
8. Rio Grande do Sul
9. Montana
10. Sao paulo

9 lasts:
Last dollar spent: Crappy school food
Last cigarette: Never did that
Last beverage: watter
Last movie: BSG miniseries
Last phone call: tomomi
Last Song Sang: wonderwall
Last bubble bath: at least 15 years ago
Last time you cried: yesterday or the day befor, I can't remember
Last thing you ate: pasta

8 have you evers.
Have you ever dated a best friend: no
Have you ever skinny dipped: no
Have you ever kissed someone & regretted it: Yes
Have you ever lost someone you loved: I hope not
Have you ever been dumped: yes
Have you ever been drunk and threw up: yes
Have you ever run away: yes


7 favorite restaurants in no order:
1. Cedars
2. royal plam
3. taco del mar
4. masala
5. Rositas
6. That greek place ont he ave
7. the air port restaurant in sao paulo

6 things you've done today: (in no particular order.)
1. waited
2. Gone to class
3. waited
4. ate with kasane
5. waited
6. hated those around me

5 of your favorite things in no order.
1. Friends
2. love
3. The internet
4. peace
5. hate (for now)

4 people you can tell [almost] anything to in no order:
1....
2. max
3. tomomi
4. kasane
5. nik

3 things that make you smile.
1. love
2. kindness
3. hate

2 things you want to do before you die:
1. get married
2. be happy

1 thing that you cannot live without:
1. tomomi

so I have nothing to say aside from that I will be back and we will have fun but I have to work on sat night for a bit and then mineko friday. bye bye

well I have nothing much to say. I have a 6 page paper due monday, I have 1 page. I guess I could say I am 1/6 of the way doen with it. but I am burrning out on this paper. I hate talking to people some times. YOu know how it is when you want to say "shut the fuck up!!!1!1! How can you think what you think." teh! Any way I should not be mean to people. I talked to tomomi last night and it was good. I missed talking like that to her (aishiteru akachan). My emotions have been going crazy, some times I feel really happy and some times I feel like killing. Now not saying that this is bad but it happens in about 15 minutes.

Oh well tomomi makes me happy and most other people make me mad. You may or may not know who you are!!!!!!!!!11!! none of you seattle peoples.

Well I am just here to say that I feel really neutral. really. I, for some reason, have lost almost all carring about anything. Any way, I need to do some stuff tomarrow. I think I will go for a run/walk in the new rec. center. Also in news, we have ok sushi here. Funny hu? well true. I know what I am going to get max and I have no idea what to do with my life. I feel like when tomomi comes back I will magicly gain some reason to be but maybe not. 2 months I guess. I hope all (every one I know and don't openly hate) are well. F-Art(fantastic art) is something I do, cus it is teh suck.

Bye and sorry for the bad post.

I feel better now. Naomi and I had a talk and I layed out what I wanted for us to be friends, mostly not just saying that she cares but doing it. And she said that that was to hard. bue then she agreed. and wiht her last breath she just said in affect that she wouldn't change. So I am done and fine about it. Then bobby talked to me today and said that I should not be meen to her. In reality I haven't been meen to her for some time, I just answered her questions honestly, brutaly but still. I just feel like there is nothing that is suck so hard here, well except the classes. I will be back on weekend after next so be ready. oh and I am going to my cusins japan thing. she wants suport there.

So I got prince of persia the new one. Its fun and junk and stuff. I also got dawn of war but I need to get some stuff for my comp off the net but I can't even find out what i need cus my cusin made my comp so advanced somethings are just not even working. scarry. I want to sleep but I keep laying in bed until 1 or 2 so i don't even know how to rest. I am always tired and poorly rested. I miss tomomi and want her here but you now how that is. Well I guess I have a new homie in english. Here name is emma and she is all like "OMG this class sux0rz." and I am like "how did you actualy saythat in leet so hard that I could see it?" Any way I need rest. not a good chance of that, but you know I have to try.

Thing: take those quotes out of there, they make no sence!.

Also have you ever noticed people do things like this at the end of their sentence (?!) or (!?) but never the (.). Why they gotta hate. just saying.